Sunday, September 05, 2010

Back to School (really queer post must be the weather, not)

life is so unpredicatable like wad most people say but i beg to defer. life is really just a medicore school play written by someone withing amazing powers out there somewhere we don't know, we are all merely actors of the this play. some of us who live in our own fantasy bubble might think that we are the lead actors of this play simple because they think they are in control but guess wad when u start to think you are ub control, you don't have a damn clue what is going on.

we all start out as infants coming into this world den the process of growing starts. No one is born evil or angelic, it is all the environmental conditions that set all of us apart. Babies born to families with social problems will be ridded with these issues for life. since the moment they are born they know no happiness and will probably have to worry about issues others might never even spare a thought of. To them a proper meal might be a luxuary while going to school has never even cross their mind. Those who are born to rich well-off families have no needs to worry about these petty details all the troubles they have are how are they gonna keep in with this society.

society is like the stage where we perform, normal peeps will probably lead an ordinary life, go to school, graduate from college, find a decent paying job, meet with someone you think is right, settle down, have a family, sloth your way through the ups and downs in life, work, relationships and other pebbles along this road, there will be times of joy and sorrow but ulitmately wad awaits us will be retirement and then we bewaits death. Death is omniment it always happen nobody escape from it, immortality is just a make-up story but people we cant grow up so is fairies, dwarfs and elves. But truth is these things give us hope that life will get better when we are stuck in a shithole. Just like a myth about pandora's box at the end of all evil and mayhem there is hope and hope keeps us alive.

Hope is something to keep us actors going on this stage some have huge hopes others like me just wish to live out my life peacefully with not much trouble in a nutshell a normal ordinary life like i mentioned. But when i looked around and see 1001 others and much more sharing the same life as me, it makes me wonder what is my life really about and why am i given this life. is it to suffer the cruel fate of mortality where i have to live through great sufferings and when all hope is lost there will be a little bit of joy and blessing that will keep me going for a while more just before another tidal wave hits me and set me back and it goes round and round on and on like a vicious cycle till you drop.

uni is like the beginning of this cycle, your parents start to cut you off and real life problems start to surface around you. No more giggling and fooling around, all down to serious business. A tiny mininee bit of joy bestow by a kind soul that pass by will be the greatest blessing on ever receive and hence i end this bizarre entry in my blog with one and only one phrase. Life is a scam and it just got bigger folks.